beautiful burden of love

I don't blame you, but sometimes I wish we never met. It's not because you've caused me any harm or inflicted pain upon my heart. No, it's quite the opposite. You've brought me joy, love, and an array of emotions I never thought possible. But there are moments when the weight of our connection becomes too much to bear, and I find myself yearning for a life untouched by your presence.

Do you remember the first time our paths crossed? It was as if the universe conspired to bring us together, weaving our lives into an intricate tapestry of shared moments and shared dreams. I was drawn to your smile, your laughter, the way your eyes danced with a spark of mischief. And in that instant, I knew my world would never be the same.

But as time goes on, I can't help but wonder what life would have been like if our destinies had never intertwined. Would I still have the same restless nights, longing for your touch? Would my heart ache with the bittersweet melodies of memories we created, only to fade away like whispers in the wind?

You see, it's not that I regret our connection. It's that I often question if our paths were meant to merge, if our love was destined to be entangled in this cosmic dance. Sometimes, in the darkest hours of the night, when silence envelops my thoughts, I ponder the possibility of a life untouched by the heartache that accompanies such profound affection.

In this alternate reality, I imagine myself as a solitary figure, wandering through the labyrinth of life without the echoes of your laughter in my ears. The ache in my chest dissipates, replaced by an unfamiliar emptiness. Yet, at times, even this void seems less daunting than the swirling tempest of emotions that accompany our connection.

But then, my mind drifts back to the memories we've built together. The warmth of your embrace, the tenderness of your words, and the way your presence brings solace to my weary soul. In those moments, I'm reminded of the depth of our bond, the love that courses through my veins, and the joy that you bring to my life.

So, my dear, while there are moments when I wish we never met, they are fleeting thoughts, washed away by the tide of affection that anchors me to you. I don't blame you for the complexities of our connection. Instead, I embrace the beauty and the challenges that come with loving you.

For in the end, it's the intertwining of our lives that shapes us into the individuals we are today. It's the shared laughter, the tears shed in each other's arms, and the growth that blossoms from our union. And even though the road ahead may be filled with uncertainty, I choose to walk it hand in hand with you, grateful for the love we share, despite the fleeting whispers of an alternate reality where we never met.