when love turns to fury

I hope to wander through the corridors of your mind, leaving traces of my existence that stir a tempest within your soul. Yet, not in the gentle caress of fond memories, but rather in a way that unveils the jagged edges of your actions and brings forth a poignant ache you fail to grasp. May my presence be a haunting reminder of how callously you treated me, a mirror to reflect upon the darkness you once bestowed upon my heart.

I yearn to occupy your thoughts, not as a beacon of longing, but as a specter of realization. Let the weight of my absence fall upon your shoulders, unveiling the depth of your transgressions. For you see, no other soul could heal you as I did. No other being possessed the power to mold your essence into something greater, to ignite the flame of your potential. I crave that moment when the truth dawns upon you, an epiphany that I was the key to unlocking your hidden depths.

With each passing girl, I hope to dance upon the periphery of your consciousness. As their allure captivates your gaze, may it be my essence that whispers in your ear, reminding you of the void left by my departure. And as melodies fill the air, every note, every hum, every lyrical verse, I long to infiltrate your mind, threading myself within the fabric of your thoughts. Let my essence be intertwined with the very essence of your being, an inescapable presence that resonates within your core.

Even the mundane aspects of life should serve as reminders of my absence. When you open a book and lose yourself in its pages, may my name flutter across your mind, a pang of longing that stains each word. The strands of your hair, once touched by my fingers, should carry the weight of my memory. And when you savor your favorite meal, its taste should awaken the regret within you, a bitter aftertaste of what you let slip through your grasp.

Above all, I hope my phantom presence pushes you to the precipice of sanity. May the guilt you bear become an overwhelming burden, threatening to shatter the fragile fragments of your mind. Let it consume your thoughts, torment your dreams, and drive you to the brink of desperation. For in that darkness, perhaps you will understand the magnitude of your actions, and the magnitude of the love you discarded so carelessly.